Wasurenai yo

At first, after we don't talk too much before you gone forever.... I was thinking of this..
I’m so sorry for
 what I did to you, did to us…
You’ve given me so much and
I haven’t been able to return
a single thing.

That’s why I want you to live
for yourself now.
Do what’s best for you, Jason.
Jason…


I think i'll gonna die... but... you're,,,, i was really giving up.. really.. but some peoples lighten my spirits up... I'll remember that.


I don't know why, how and when... i'll be living like this. 


Some how..... there's guy who come in my life... i don't know if he was really serious or just pity to me... 
he said to me like this


accept the fate. i'm here for you. listen honey, we can't live with past and it's shadows. we need to move on. it's time to move. forward is waiting. we need to face tomorrow and all ways forward.if you still keep live with this cocoon of pain and sorrow, you'll never be able to see any forward. i know you did try to forget him, but, you can't. it's okay. you shouldn't forget the great and amazing guy you've met. your love for him is strong. i can see it. to tell the truth, yes, i'm jealous of him even though he died. however, i need to accept that his existence in your life and memories is undeniable. he somewhat permanent past for you. i accepted it. just once and for all, i want you to open your heart for me, sean faith ramirez. accept me as you accepted him. give me your love. please accept me for who i am. please? accept me as sean faith ramirez...


Is this for real???